recently....feeling upset and useless.....feel sorry for everyone around me because i bring in the negative energy~~especially for eric....he has a busy job and he still tries his best to make me happy. i'm pretty sure i will be happier when i start my courses~~i will make new friends and try to find a part-time job to make myself busy....hate being useless

last night, eric and i went to see "holiday festival on ice"...it's figure skating performance and presented by world top figure skaters....watched them skating on ice with slimes and the way they moved just like angels flying around.....turning, jumping and sliding on the ice with music....it was increditable~~~so i decide that i want to learn ice skating and start next week....i believe that i will have fun.....and want to thank my honey for that.....i am here with you and i have you loving me, i believe i am the luckiest person in the world.....^^

becoming chinese vision for my baby sister^^

為了我的寶貝妹妹變成中文版^^

最近覺得很沒用而且心情不好，覺得對不起我身邊的人，因為我帶給他們負面的能量…尤其是艾瑞克，他工作很忙，可是他盡他最大的力量讓我開心。我很確定我開學之後會變的比較開心，因為我會交新的朋友，然後再找一個兼職的工作來讓我自己變的很忙…討厭自己是個米蟲……

昨天晚上，艾瑞克帶我去看”holiday festival on ice”(這個就沒有中文可以翻了啦！)那是世界頂尖花式溜冰選手做的表演，看他們帶著笑容在溜冰，看起來就像天使在身邊圍繞…隨著音樂在冰上旋轉、跳躍和滑行…超神奇…所以～～我決定我下個星期要開始學溜冰了，雖然我知道我一定會摔得很慘～～我還要謝謝艾瑞克帶我去看表演……我現在在這裡有你愛我，我相信我是最世界上最幸運的人了...^^